My Last Entry..

Yes.. I won't be coming here anymore..

I will be moving on to My New Chapter of Life @ www.jenzdream.blogspot.com

This blog shall remain as our memories..

I will miss it.. For I Cherish You..

Goodbye!

29 September 2008

A special and memorable day for us...

I should have predicted the outcome...

The owners of this blog will be gone...

Thanks for accompanying us through our journey...

Take care and God Bless!


ps : I AM SORRY...

Counting down....

Yup! Yup! I am counting down to my birthday! For those who don't know.. It's on 17 October!! It's a Friday and most likely I'll be celebrating it in school with my colleagues and kids.. **Please buy me a chocolate cake... I'm craving for one!! Shall I order one from Choc.a.Bloc ? Their cakes look yummy *drooooooools*


Had wanted to catch Mamma Mia today but look at the time.. Forget it! Shall catch it either tmr or Thursday.. Yippie! Off on Thursday.. Anyone keen on MJ session? Anyway, shall I catch Mamma Mia or Wall-E ? Or both? Ha... Yes, I know I am fickle minded..


Kids were extremely hyper today! Ha! Was it because of my mood thats why I am agitated and fed up with them? Whatever.. Think they sensed that I was not in a good mood and gave me a hug.. Kids are so innocent and sensitive.. *heart them*


Mentioned F1 to my kids this morning during snack.. And they were all so excited about it.. Telling me about the racing cars, Ferrari, check in to hotel, one of the car bang into something etc... OMG!! Rich kids.. Can't believe they are so crazy about it as well.. lolx!


We will be having Children's Day celebration tmr.. Teachers will have to put up items for the kids.. Gosh! What a tough task! Nursery One teachers will be putting up 'Goldilocks and The Three Bears' and I'm the Goldilocks! Ha.. Wanted to buy some snacks for the kids but after considering, think its better not to due to the recent news on milk product.. Parents might be worry about the things that we gave to their kids.. But I felt bad cos they gave us pressie on Teacher's Day but we didn't give them anything.. Haiz!


Was chatting with my course mate, Joyce last night.. Guess what? She told me that she has been reading my blog even before knowing me.. Ha! She came across it and started reading, only to realize that I am actually one of her course mate when I mentioned about the DPT course which I am attending in my blog.. Goodness! The world is so SMALL right? She has been "secretly" reading it cos she was shy to tell me.. lolx! Funny girl.. And coincidentally, my assistant used to work in her centre as well.. What a small small world.......


God created us..
Fate brought us together..
The future is in our own hands..

I am still in a dilemma.....

I don't know what to do.....

Can someone please please guide me?


People usually says..
"Marry the person who loves you more than you love him.."
"Guys will only marry the woman whom he loves rather than a woman who loves him a lot.. Cos that will only motivate them to work on the relationship.."

How true? I don't know...
All I know is that...

Life is too short for regrets, cherish the one you love for you never know what will happen next..


Know what? There was once I couldn't reach him on his mobile cos we had wanted to go bowling after his class.. I was worried for almost 2 hours.. And I cried when I saw him on the doorstep.. How silly I was right? He did send me a sms but it was not send out due to network problem but he didn't know.. Guess what he did or say when he saw me crying? Ha! A hug of comfort? Nah!! A piece of scolding from him!! How bad right? He said I was being over sensitive! WTH.. Perhaps I was...


Someone once said "Women are sensitive creatures.. They will sense it if their guy is up to something or problem.."

How true? I don't know... Ha!


I am a crazy stubborn immature freak....

Leave me alone... I need a punch bag now!!

Freak! U just called me while I was writing this entry, u know? Ha! Anyway, in case you are reading this.. Not to worry, I am fine.. I know you might be worried about me.. but please rest assured that I am being well taken care of by myself.. lolx!


The clock is still ticking away..
The world is still rotating..
Life still goes on....

Take care..

Dinner time.. TV .. Never ending assignments..

Piggy Hugs!

Just some thoughts.....

I have been sitting in front of the lappie for almost an hour plus yet my mind is still blank!! I have no idea where and how to start this entry.. Seriously, I am now facing a dilemma..


(1) It is not advisable to be in a relationship for too long?

This is true? Some people might say being in a r/s for too long will have no 新鲜感。。。 Everything will become a routine.. You will grow sick and tired of your partner and the r/s.. You know the person too well.. his / her actions or words are kinda predictable.. You won't want to settle down because you're so used to the routine already, there's no need for a marriage... Is this true?


(2) What is the appropriate age for a marriage?

Yes, I agree for a guy to settle down at the age of 24, 25 or even 26 is consider young.. (Yup! I see some of u nodding your head..) BUT does it apply for ladies as well? I don't know.. I have always dream of setting up a family with him ( I would really love to have a baby.. Ha!!) , own a house that belongs to us etc... BUT are we too young for all these?

Yes, I know sometimes things are beyond our control.. We need to think and consider it seriously.. Are we financially stable? Are we really ready for all these commitment? Or should we hold on and drag for another 2, 3, 4 or even 5 years?

Imagine by then we will be 28 coming to 30 years old.. Ha! Will that be better? But meaning that we will need to drag this r/s further and I have to wait for another few years? I am not young anymore and I don't wish to drag.. How?


(3) Is marriage really necessary?

What do you think? Is it a die die must have process for a couple? Is status important? Or rather is the piece of paper important? I don't want to force someone into a marriage but ended up making him upset and unhappy, leading into divorce.. You know? Maybe you will feel that I am thinking too much but life is too short for regrets... I don't want him to blame me..


(4) Am I important to him? Does he really need me? Has the feeling changed?

I think he's the only one who know the answer to this question....

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Maybe guys think further about $$$$$ etc....
... And ...
Women think of only the present and romances...

We really need to give it a serious thought...

Yes! I do love him...

After all the nasty things, quarrels, happiness and long long r/s we've been through...

The feeling is still strong.. at least for me..

Sometimes things are beyond our control....

LOVE is a four letters word that is so hard to understand...

Marriage = Commitment

Not all are ready for it...

Perhaps its too much of responsibility..



Time checked now is 0045 hours...
Monday bluezzzzzzz...........
I miss my kids...
I need their cuddles... ^^

Take care! Piggy Hugs!

Singapore Flyer

22 September 2008

Caught Bangkok Dangerous @ CWP before heading to Singapore Flyer..

Yippie!!
There was no queue and we had the whole capsule to ourselves!! ^^

And crazy us took 200 over photo..
The scenery was beautiful..!!

Reached there @ before 7pm..

Yeah!! Scary and exciting..






Going up, up, up....




Dear capturing with his SLR


































F1 Track


The seats..
















































It's getting dark..














Going down, down, down...



























































































The casino setting














Landed..




























I love the following pics...






































Driving on the F1 track..


Our tixs..

Rochor bean curd again before heading home..

Poem for a friend

A SHADOW A FRIEND

Day in day out,
Year in year out,
Time just fly…

As some time come by,
Some time went by,
You can’t stop time,
Not you,
Not me,
Not even Omega -the official Olympic timekeeper

Stop time we can’t,
Capture moments of it we try,
Happy or sad we accept,
For that’s what is called Life…

Earthlings we were born,
Together as Students we became,
Strangers we met,
Acquaintances or Friends was a choice,
Wonderful choice we made,
For its Friends we chose,
Even Brothers some proclaimed…

Its been many years we’ve walked,
Donkey years some felt they were,
So fast another year has gone some said,
Slow or fast,
Good or bad,
We shouldn’t really care,
For what’s past has past…

Look ahead my Friend,
Do you see that shadow where you stand,
I’m not the light above your head you can’t reach,
I chose to be your shadow,
A part of you wherever you go…

You won’t need me where there’s light you go,
I’m just following you on my own accord,
But when darkness falls as you walk,
As I feel your fear growing,
I will grow bigger than your fear,
In sudden darkness you’ll realize,
Don’t be afraid my friend,
That’s because I’ve had you within me,
Embracing you,
Protecting you from your fears…

Friend is a multi-tasking lifelong career,
When you notice a shadow next time,
Be glad,
You know you have a friend somewhere,
Be generous,
You need also to be a shadow to someone,
Lets begin shadowing one another,
My Friends…

-JK Antz

Dear actually spent one whole day composing this poem a few weeks ago and had also intended for it to be part of the introduction for the event he tried to organize - the Friendship Bowling Tournament. But while still preparing the rest of the presentation slides, he suddenly decided to remove the poem. Recently, he even came up with version 2 of the poem. Read like this :

SHADOW WITHOUT A SOUL

Night in night out,
Year in year out,
Time really flies...

While some time goes by,
I start to ponder bout life,
I can't reverse time,
Not you,
Not me,
Unless the presence of a Time Machine...

Change the past we can't,
Decide the future we can,
Carry on the journey or to make the turn,
Life is filled with such decisions...

Humans we started to exist,
Students we were sent to become,
Strangers when we first met,
One step towards each other we made,
And thats how we became Friends,
More steps some made,
And Brotherhood was attained...

So many years we've come,
Some really wonderful,
Some were not too smooth,
Good or bad,
Rain or shine,
Its all over I can say,
Everything is over...

Look carefully my friend,
I'm sure you see that shadow you're stepping on,
I had long chosen to be that shadow,
Followed you wherever you go,
Just that you didn't realize my existence...

You didn't need me when all is bright,
My existence is just a convenience,
Darkness went to you indeed,
You searched for the light but failed,
The shadow you suddenly recalled,
You start to understand this,
The shadow's still with you despite the darkness,
Assurance you've found,
Slowly and slowly,
You found your way to light again...

Standing in the light,
You seems to always look high,
Stepping on your shadow,
You seems to neglect it once again,
Time and time,
Over and over,
Making use of it,
Until finally its all over,
The shadow becomes just a shadow,
Without a soul...

-JK Antz

Do you sense the disappointment there?

Life is short, treasure the friends around you..

FRIENDS...

Dear and I have been discussing the issue on FRIENDSHIP recently..
Which is why it prompted me to start this entry..

I dunno how u will define friends and friendship..
But for me.. "Friendship is a lifelong relationship.."
No matter how busy our schedules are etc..
I am not referring to those "Hi - Bye" friends but those who has accompanied me through my ups and downs in life..

Frankly speaking, I dun have many friends..
Ya, I know thats bad...
I miss the time when we chatted on the phone for hours..
I miss the time when we stayed over at each other's house..
I miss the time when we gossiped and shopped..
I miss the time when we cry, comfort and encouraged each other..
I miss the time when we shared our problems - be it personal, home or work..
Anyway, I do hope you are doing well in your life..


Dear was sharing with me his point of view and problems..

And sometimes we argue because of his friends as well..

Haiz.. Haiz.. Haiz..

It feels kinda sad and disappointing when you treat someone as your friend but only to realize that the person don't even spare a thought for you, don't even treat you as one.. How sad right..?? But thats how I felt after Dear shared his problems with me..

When his friends asked him for help, he will do his best to help them and put his personal issues on hold just to help these friends out.. Many a times, he insisted to help these friends when I tried to stop him because there are other priorities out there, but he would rather ignore me and choose to help out the friend or his so-called brothers. BUT do they ever know how to appreciate or return his favor? NO THEY DON'T! Dear will not urge them to return and he never really does.. I always tells him to approach the friends who owe him the favor when he himself needed help but he always says no. He always does not wish to force them, I dunno why. He rather die and suffer than chase after these friends he called. BUT don't they feel bad or have sense of initiative? Its only recently when Dear really hit a bad patch and needed help and brought up the issue to them, but guess what. They by all means dragged and came up with all sort of excuses.. Dear is finally sick of all these.. He finally realized whose fault it is.. No, not his friends.. Its himself he felt.. All these years, its only he himself treating these people as friends, and the treatment is not reciprocated at all.

Goodness!! Is that what friends are for? Just imagine Dear will do his best to help them overcome their crisis but when he needed back "their help", they come up with all sort of excuses or stories and act blur!! Ha! Ha! Sometimes their excuses don't even tally with their actions!

Imagine they come up with pitiful excuses and stories saying "Bro, sorry I really don't have..." yet they can continue THEIR luxury night life and buy car etc.. Ha! Ha! Don't you think they are great actors? Please la! Can't afford luxury night life and car then don't! Stop putting on an act in front of us.. Please clear your debt..

Although Dear said he is very disappointed and upset, he is already prepared to forget about the favors now. It shall be an expensive lesson in life he said.

But having said all these, Dear is still very very grateful that he indeed still have some other really real friends. To these friends, he felt really lucky and fortunate.

Now, how many of you have friends? And are these friends really friends? After the discussion with Dear, the word "friends" seems suddenly such a difficult word to learn and understand.

Good Evening!! I'm back again...

Dear was home quite late yesterday..
Ya, told me go for a drink for a while..
But it took him almost 4 hours plus..
Told me that he's gonna have breakfast with me this morning but as usual he ended up with "Sorry la, I very tired.. U go to work yourself k? Or u drive the car to work lor.. Breakfast tmr k?"
Yup! Thats what he usually reply me when I wake him up for breakfast before I head off to work..
*smack him* hmpz!!


Alright, enough about him....


Did the topic on Chinese Wedding for Low Siew Hong's assignment..
Had to visit the shop that sells things used in a Chinese Wedding, interview the shop owner etc... Ha! The process was FUN !! =)

We visited this shop located @ Jurong West


This shop was featured on the newspaper..


I was crazily snapping pics and asking the shop owner questions

I went around borrowing chinese costume for children and qi pao to be wore on the day of the presentation from my aunts and colleagues..

Qi Pao from my colleague..

Finally.. 13 Sept!! The day arrived..!!

Yippie!! All my course mates came well-prepared!!
Most of them were wearing traditional costumes!!
It was sooooo FUN and EXCITING..!!

2 groups -- One doing on Chinese Wedding and the other on Chinese Tea




Ade and Rina




Us with our lecturer..

Headed to National Library in the evening with Dear for Crosstalk..






Us in the theater

Headed to Geylang for Rochor bean curd before heading home.. I love it.. *drools*


Home Sweet Home

Had wanted to meet Elin and Danny for couple MJ on Sunday （中秋节）
But we ended up having couple bowling session @ West Coast Recreation Centre..

Haa! Yes! My score is the lowest!
Need more practice..

We have been addicted to bowling recently..
Went bowling almost twice a week..
Goodness! We even spent almost $60 bucks playing for 2 hours plus..
Crazy us might be going bowling again later..

Headed to Sembawang to view the progress of our lovenest..

See? Its getting higher and higher...
Will it be ready by 1st quarter of 2009 ??
I am sooooooo excited and worried at the same time..
Excited cos its finally ready..
Worried cos we will need $$$$$$$$ for renovation etc... *headache*

Okay, thats all for today..
Btw, we took a ride on the Singapore Flyer on Monday..
Shall upload the photo in my next entry..

Take care!! =)

Random Pics..

To those who have tagged me.. I am sorry for not replying your tags.. Will do so over the weekend!! Meanwhile, please continue to check out this blog and leave your tag.. Thank you! =)

Yup! Found lots of photo in my camera and phone..
Think its time for me to "clean up".. Ha!!

I miss Laureen's lesson!! Her lessons are always full of surprises!!
We will always have games before ending our class..
Experiments during lesson as well..!!

Hearts for patterning!! *heart heart*


Look at how to food colourings are mixing together in the milk..
Opps! and not forgetting the soap on the cotton bud..


Cicada and Seahorse






Yum! Yum! Dessert for sale..
Am not gonna tell u which is mine.. Heez!


Oil Painting

Last but not least...

WHO AM I? WHERE DID I COME FROM?

This is an interesting book for parents who wanna show their child how baby is form etc..
But!! Be reminded that the pictures inside are really really kinda..
Hmm.. how should I say?
Some of you might think its not age appropriate for young children..
I was taken aback when I saw the pictures in the book..
But!! I feel that it will be interesting to show the children.. =)
Do check out Kinokuniya for this book!!

Time checked now is 2324hrs..
Dear has gone out for a drink with his friends after his golf session..
Think most likely he wont be back so early..

Hmm.. It's getting late..
Shall stop here for today..
I promise to be back with more pics tmr..

Goodnight!! =)